Had a very, very sobering conversation from 4-7 in the morning today, and I realized that I need time to myself. A lot of it. I’m stressing other people way too much right now, and if I could just be alone in my free time, I would be relatively happy. I was in a shitty mood last night, and the admiral just made it worse, and if I can’t be happy around the people I’m around the most, I need to give myself space from them. I need to be by myself for awhile.